Califormula

I thought I wanted this

So so so wrong

I want to forget

Even though I promised I wouldn’t 

I’m tired of being unseen

Barely held on with what I had

My eyes are boarded up

And I don’t want to speak

Nowhere to be around 

I’m now wide awake

Let’s go back to the start,

When you didn’t know me

I’m fine with myself

I never needed anyone else

I cover myself

In my own defense

I was stuck

I didn’t want it to be 

I set the ground

To be redone

Behind me

I’m tired of being unseen

Barely held on with what I had

My eyes are boarded up

I don’t want to speak

Nowhere to be around 

I’m now wide awake

Let’s go back to the start,

When you didn’t know me

Nope

I’m by myself

Never

Needed anyone 

I know

I love myself

I don’t want

Anyone else