The Inertia Kodex

I can’t seem To let it just be anything  I can’t be relieved Even to live It spikes down onto another year Lying against the face, that I oughta be It’s the same ideal here Just frustrating

Distant from the truth A visage calling me further Thunder jumps the distance Again Flying through my windshield Batted across the pavement  I’ve Been here And I cannot let it go Pressure becomes my life  Just as silent as a frozen  Sigh I don’t wanna lie But I’m chasing an ember Unpleasant feeling, of being  My light cascading Serenade  I’m intuitively  Navigating My inner psyche way In another month there will be another time Cruel I keep calm As much as I can let it give But I’m running all over again and again Light is cascading Existence becomes a resource Light is debriefing I can’t keep running from it anymore Distant from the truth A visage calling me further Thunder jumps the distance Again Leaving myself Because there’s nothing there There’s something wrong Because I’m not here Light Light Light Light

 I hate the blows That you’ve done onto myself That you’ve made me do to everyone else I can’t escape your dying light Sell me some non finite peace  I Don’t look back Try It’ll only serve To leave I feel as though I’ve had enough But I can’t stop being out of control Hide me from the truth  Enticed, It’s the perfect time To demonize Brushes of insecurity It comes in waves It won’t explain Everything I never wanted, it became I Don’t look back Try It’ll only serve To leave I feel as though I’ve had enough But I can’t stop being out of control I’ve been cornered by myself Expressing doubt It becomes the truth  I tried so hard to push you away But I can’t My soul I’ve been at war with For the majority of my  Life Breath by breath I’m worn This ugly side of my shadow Has been draining me thin It’s been like this for so damn long This just might be my destiny

I thought I wanted this So so so wrong I want to forget Even though I promised I wouldn’t  I’m tired of being unseen Barely held on with what I had My eyes are boarded up And I don’t want to speak Nowhere to be around  I’m now wide awake Let’s go back to the start, When you didn’t know me I’m fine with myself I never needed anyone else I cover myself In my own defense I was stuck I didn’t want it to be  I set the ground To be redone Behind me I’m tired of being unseen Barely held on with what I had My eyes are boarded up I don’t want to speak Nowhere to be around  I’m now wide awake Let’s go back to the start, When you didn’t know me Nope I’m by myself Never Needed anyone  I know I love myself I don’t want Anyone else

 We don’t have to talk There’s nothing here And I, Have this searing feeling  Still here I’ll never lie down And act as if I’m not bothered by the hand There’s nothing left for me to think on Besides The freeing, Fleeting, and romanced  Departure  I’ll remember who you were- Of what was once now, Is now behind I’ll remember who I was And it’s been put to pasture I know you understand  Check in, last initial thoughts, unceremoniously objection, post close weakening, and awakening- Hindsight  No one can ruin you but you No one can lie to you but you No pleasing anymore No settling anymore Take your time  I’m already long gone With no turning back I feel alive  Replace your linen lips With embers of freeing I’ll be on my own wayside Calling out, but you will not see me You won’t hear me I’ll always be on my own side, While being everywhere in time

 It’s been on a roll Deafened colors call Never thought I’d end up here I’m just long gone I’m at a loss I know what must done It isn’t right or wrong We’re long gone I wasted my life chasing a unending dream Clouded minds just kill themselves So past the point where we cannot return There’s nothing here to save We were on a collision course  Never considering the end I just wanna let you go This is right We wasted our time chasing a unrealistic play Clouded minds just collapse on themselves  I’m so past the point where I don’t wanna come back It’s nothing to do with me, I want the ending And that’s just destiny