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Tetrahedron

Caught up in loss The crows out and about What am I thinking about  How do I solve your problems? Emotion wades Forward stakes Inward and all too late You praise your Jah in hopes it’ll come and crush it all way If I may be honest It’s all little, and so too late Caught up in my life, and tired of saving face I see myself drawing the line Fight through pain Selfish crust You’re sick in and out Your illness seeped out Destroyed your daughter And it’s time for it to come down And you coped that you were a man of god You praise your Jah in hopes it’ll come and crush it all way If I may be honest It’s all little, and so too late Caught up in my life, and tired of saving face I see myself drawing the line Fight through pain Why were you not satisfied with having the simple things? Was it not enough to have both them and I? I’ll never know I often wonder about what you’re doing- All while I’m obviously lost I’m obviously lost You praise your Jah in hopes it’ll come and crush it all way I...
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With me

I want to know you In the between Miracles do exist Because you were born I want to hold you Beg you down I can’t take being away Anymore Show me That you want this too It’s soul draining to be this way We’re aways from being I want to turn it off A final reset And yet I can’t move my heart Allow my soul To grieve Show me That you want this too It’s soul draining to be this way We’re aways from being It’s cause We cannot be yet I want to hold you I want to see you I want to hear you I can’t help it I’m just held down Can’t escape the world Imprisoned by our past lives Sat out and wasted Do you know that, I wouldn’t have done this for anyone else? Don’t hold back Show me That you want this too It’s soul draining to be this way We’re aways from being It’s cause We cannot be yet It’s cause  You’re not with me
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Caustic Livid Reprieve Hour

The pain was on the wall For all the gawk at I never considered the hurt From my bandolier  I’m stricken with vertigo  And double-think laden loss Your words, they crush Like a sickened wanderer Driven under Posh law contortionist Crawled upon my word Like a lost dog Presumptions are all gone Nomenclature, his dawn I’m stricken with vertigo  And double-think laden loss I’m between this bliss And uncensored courtship  Decadent sin Blush across our lush somber Your words, they split Like a vicious summer Torn at the wrist Cold shoulder war drummer Consuming your blight The lesson becomes lonelier 
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Coursing On Your Lap

You filled my heart with wraiths You lied Stones and stars You lied Accessory to hate A constant snapshot coursing through my bones Living Through  A  Scene Forever dehumanized Same apathetic journey for self applause  Well good luck with the shift Seven sentences to forever lose You’re lying to deflate the truth  All loss of control You shamelessly run away  No longer in place now Shifting into two Our voices cannot stay up All loss of self respect You’re lying in my face  Lying on the base But sometimes it all comes to light It’s the loss that keeps me afraid It’s your faults that keeps us betrayed It’s your crime that keeps me awake It’s your lack of shame that keeps us insane I’ve died Never is ample No end cure  Nothing is meant to stick, Forever lied Damn
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Behind Me

I can’t seem To let it just be anything  I can’t be relieved Even to live It spikes down onto another year Lying against the face, that I oughta be It’s the same ideal here Just frustrating
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Ember

Distant from the truth A visage calling me further Thunder jumps the distance Again Flying through my windshield Batted across the pavement  I’ve Been here And I cannot let it go Pressure becomes my life  Just as silent as a frozen  Sigh I don’t wanna lie But I’m chasing an ember Unpleasant feeling, of being  My light cascading Serenade  I’m intuitively  Navigating My inner psyche way In another month there will be another time Cruel I keep calm As much as I can let it give But I’m running all over again and again Light is cascading Existence becomes a resource Light is debriefing I can’t keep running from it anymore Distant from the truth A visage calling me further Thunder jumps the distance Again Leaving myself Because there’s nothing there There’s something wrong Because I’m not here Light Light Light Light
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oseedee

 I hate the blows That you’ve done onto myself That you’ve made me do to everyone else I can’t escape your dying light Sell me some non finite peace  I Don’t look back Try It’ll only serve To leave I feel as though I’ve had enough But I can’t stop being out of control Hide me from the truth  Enticed, It’s the perfect time To demonize Brushes of insecurity It comes in waves It won’t explain Everything I never wanted, it became I Don’t look back Try It’ll only serve To leave I feel as though I’ve had enough But I can’t stop being out of control I’ve been cornered by myself Expressing doubt It becomes the truth  I tried so hard to push you away But I can’t My soul I’ve been at war with For the majority of my  Life Breath by breath I’m worn This ugly side of my shadow Has been draining me thin It’s been like this for so damn long This just might be my destiny
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